She was Filled with Regret for Her Cold, White Moonlight
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Description
Qi Yu never expected to see Jiang Ya again.
Not since high school—when her confession was turned down, when she finally understood the other girl was straight and that she had crossed a line she shouldn’t have. After that, she stopped letting herself hope.
Adults are supposed to be dignified. Even if fate threw them together again, Qi Yu had already decided: friends only. Nothing more.
She didn’t expect the Jiang Ya who came back to be different.
A softer voice when she spoke to her. Jealousy over something as small as Qi Yu hugging a cat. And one night, drunk past midnight, knocking on her door in a slip dress she had never dared to wear before.
Qi Yu told herself she was no longer affected.
She had learned to look away. She was even ready to start a new online romance.
Then Jiang Ya saw the chat on her phone.
Eyes red, she chased Qi Yu all the way home, pinned her to the wall, and kissed her until neither could breathe.
Breath tangled, Qi Yu heard the woman who had always been so composed ask in a shaking voice:
“What do I have to do… for you to like me again…?”
Only later did Qi Yu understand: the tears on graduation night were never a refusal.
They were the first quiet crack in the glacier—after the snow began to melt.
Chapters
Chapter 1: Reunion
Chapter 2: Roll Call
Chapter 3: The Most Familiar Stranger
Chapter 4: It Meant Nothing
Chapter 5: Changed
Chapter 6: Hard to Read
Chapter 7: Starting Over
Chapter 8: I Don't Understand
Chapter 9: Making Peace
Chapter 10: Accident
Chapter 11: Boundaries
Chapter 12: Testing the Waters
Chapter 13: Chance Encounter
Chapter 14: Ideal Type
Chapter 15: Bright Sun
Chapter 16: Subtle
Chapter 17: Stirred
Chapter 18: Heart Flutter
Chapter 19: Bittersweet
Chapter 20: Coming to Terms
Chapter 21: On Guard
Chapter 22: The Best Choice
Chapter 23: Special
Chapter 24: Dream
Chapter 25: Qi Li
Chapter 26: Pressing Questions
Chapter 27: Contentment
Chapter 28: Staying
Chapter 29: Testing
Chapter 30: Worlds Apart
Chapter 31: Heartache
Chapter 32: Ambiguity
Chapter 33: Night Road
Chapter 34: Concern
Chapter 35: The Only One
Chapter 36: Burden
Chapter 37: Misconception
Chapter 38: Jealousy
Chapter 39: Don't Take It Seriously
Chapter 40: Don't Mind
Chapter 41: Confrontation
Chapter 42: Avoidance
Chapter 43: Parallel Lines
Chapter 44: Indifference
Chapter 45: Possessiveness
Chapter 46: Losing It
Chapter 47: Heartache
Chapter 48: Kiss
Chapter 49: Taking Responsibility
Chapter 50: Clearing the Air
